so...is the med grp "crumbling away"?
I did notice the "changes" but I found them normal and understandable.
for me, just seeing the ppl enjoying themselves under one roof, was all that i need to feel secure and relaxed.
with the certainty that if I am ever truly in trouble and need help, they are the people I would have no hesitation turning to.
its the grp of ppl that once gave me the most secure feelings and made me feel the most loved. the time wen i was fearful and broken and abt to fall, the many of u built a fence and stood around it.
or maybe,its just that with someone socially awkward like me: i contributed little, expected little but ended up enjoying heaps?
well either way... i love to walk into someone's house, have the freedom to stay or go wenever i like, seeing the table packed full with junk food, and enjoying the endless jokes and things to laugh about.
Under the warm spring sun, I loved all this and I was happy.
the meds
Life
had delivery again yesterday... started with the lady's admission at 7am, and stayed till 9.30pm wen she gave birth, lost count how many hours i've managed to stay awake.
was very excited despite me being very tired from 10 days without a break.
wat contributed most to my excitement was the fact that the lady was from kanagawa...
and anything "kanagawian" would cause my train of thoughts to instantly run to the wonderboys in slamdunk.
hence i had reali gd impression of the lady and her family and the baby she was going to have from the very start. =)
she was a sweet & amazing one, never made a sound wen she had pain, the most she did was frowning and breathing. and between terrible contractions she would break into the cutest smile to everyone in the room and make us all smile too.
and her baby was just cute and lovable.
wen i went home i managed to catch the last 10mins of Life. in the delivery suite i seriously believed that I would miss out seeing the 1st episode, so was reali happy wen I managed to still get some glimpses of the show.
Hello again, Damien Lewis.
It was not until I read the Forsyte Saga novel would I realise wat a wonderful actor he is.
I will always remember him as the most memorable Soames Forsyte, and look forward to watch any new series by him.
so, i am watching aussie tv again...LOL
just because of DL.
will remember to tape Life next weds wen I have nite duty. =)
