last nite after 10 stopped talking with ppl on msn and all resolved to do sum thesis writing... but no... a lil forward from alice ruined it all... >_< Its a forward of pictures of bad english from fob countries. lol so spent a whole hr around midnite last nite looking thru the whole website of engrish pictures... and laughing till my stomach hurted...(was still hurting 2day when i woke up)
and went to koorong today after work, initiated from this interesting promise i made to God a week ago. well last week or so I was struck down with a very bad sinus problem... voice completely gone and it became apparent that i was being silly for holding up and not seeing a doctor. and my very reason for not seeing a doctor was that: I was still in the process of applying a Health care card after stupid centrelink ppl accidentally cancelled it... >_<
if u r rich and dun noe wat a health care card can do...lol well it lets u get more than 50% discount on medication, and also concession on transport too...
so yes my reason for doctorphobia was in fact being cheap and not wanting to pay 13 bucks or so for miserable antibiotics, which, unlike food, could not make me happy. lol
well then came my lil promise to God one nite praying out of sickness: Lord if u let me free from seeing a doctor... I will buy Wild at Heart for you to give to a friend to read... with the antibiotics money...
yes it is a sad and faithless prayer... but the Lord answered that. a pastor with healing gifts arrived at yth grp when i was in the most sick and prostrate state... and on the next day miraculous started to feel better. so a week later, was going to Koorong to get the book.
and i think i better explain wat is "Wild at Heart"
maybe the tagline under that title is self-explanatory: Discovering the Secret of a Man's Soul.
yes, as in proper male "man", not "man" meaning overall mankind.
How did I come across reading this book? while was doing library catalogue for youth group and this book jumped to my eye so I grabbed it and read...
yes i am this desperate and read a book about men...
but yes it did keep me entertained and gave me some inspirations too(although i think they were intended for "men"...*sweat*)such as finding courage because our Lord is also a courageous warrior... very powerful words for sumone like me who have no courage at all.>_<
and as i read... realised this book is so good for a friend who usually can get offended by Christian stuff... cos it just spoke from down-to-earth and appealed to basic human courage and passion.
but for quite a while still wasn't sure enuf whether i could be bothered to spend this money on a book about "men"... and especially buy it not for myself at all, but for this friend(or friends) to read...
but yes fear of the antibiotics expense prompted me to make this promise to God.lol
and here it was, in koorong, price just the amount I would have to spend on antibiotics.
and while in koorong bought another book, which also kind of jumped to my eye and yelled at me to grab it...
and this one has an even better title and tagline:
Loves Me, Loves Me Not
The Ethics of Unrequitted Love
lol... reading thru it after i got home... so brilliant and honest... was laughing as much as what i did for engrish last nite...
2 of the brilliant questions asked by the book and answered:
What are the appropraite reasons for turning down romantic advances from someone? Is it appropriate to reject a person because I am afraid? Because the person does not measure up to a list of qualification I have developed? Because I am not attracted to that person's appearance? Do I ever need a reason?
If I have been rejected? am I obligated to get over my attraction to the person who rejected me? Is it neurotic to keep loving someone who has turned me down?
nice yeh? how many books actually talk abt such things?
and my favourite pic from engrish:
A blog post of laughter material
YN's dream adventure
last nite had a reali vivid dream... one of those that is not reali too random... do make some sense... and is still very clear after i wake up.
the dream started with me having a fight with maxine... and then having a fight with chris... (if you don't know them well they are like 2 of the nicest ppl i noe), and they r not reali like fights about serious issues, more like primary school kiddish fights. now what does that mean? me harbouring deep dissatisfaction about these two? ehhh... i thought hard about that after i woke up... but still found nothing wrong about them...
so you noe these two plz dun tell them about my dream... if they reali want to have a fight with me, I am no match in physical strength or verbal skills... (lol yes even with these two)
then the dream progress for a while and it seems wan's birthday is coming up, then i found out that i couldn't go to wan's party so thus a hectic attempt to change my schedules around... now what does this mean? maybe because our next big bday candidate once played the role of wan in a video for alison. lol
and then i ended up in a different space and time. where and when? ancient china the era of the 3 kingdoms. In fact a few friends were with me too... except i can't remember who they are... but yeh we were like courtiers and advisers to some warlords.. who wants to attack the other army. I think i suggested using fire to attack... and the warlord agreed, so we shoot fire arrows to attack the other army, but then a reali strong wind blew, and the fire kind of spread to our camp as well... >_<
but it wasn't scary... almost comical...
hence i woke up.
because I went to the 3 kingdoms in my dream and played a "smart" adviser, when i woke up I was happy.
I think the 3 kingdom component of the dream reali came from my recent obsession with The Ravage of Times, as well as Tank's new song "Love of the 3 Kingdoms".
Speaking of Tank, he is my latest fob singer obsession. he can compose and write and sing well and has his unique style. and he is a Christian! ^^ he dedicated the first song in his first album to the Lord... so cool^^ and the whole album has this reali positive and genuine attitude... just reminds ppl how great it is to worship the Lord with ur talents.
lyrics of Love of the 3 Kingdoms
?三國戀
詞曲：Tank 演唱：Tank
將軍 北方倉糧佔據 六馬十二兵 等待你光臨
胡琴 訴說英勇事跡 敗軍向南遠北方離
家鄉 在那美的遠方 期望在身上 夢想在流浪
肩上 剩下的能量 還能撐到什麼地方
等待良人歸來那一刻 眼淚為你唱歌
在我離你遠去哪一天 藍色的雨下在我眼前
驕傲的淚不敢棄守我眼睛
在我離你遠去哪一天 灰色的夢睡在我身邊
我早就該習慣沒有你的夜 勇敢的面對
赤壁烽火連天戰役 隻挂掉我們 七萬個兄弟
長江水面寫日記 願你也能看見漣漪
家鄉 在那美的遠方 淚水背著光 安靜而悲傷
肩上 剩下的能量 還能撐到什麼地方
等待良人歸來那一刻 眼淚為你唱歌
在我離你遠去哪一天 藍色的雨下在我眼前
驕傲的淚不敢棄守我眼睛
在我離你遠去哪一天 灰色的夢睡在我身邊
我早就該習慣沒有你的夜 勇敢的面對
我試著面對 灰色的夜 還在眼前
等待良人歸來那一刻 眼淚為你唱歌
在我離你遠去哪一天 藍色的雨下在我眼前
驕傲的淚不敢棄守我眼睛
在我離你遠去哪一天 藍色的夢睡在我身邊
我早就該習慣沒有你的夜 勇敢的面對
PS. while writing this blog i saw andy's blog.. he blogged about his dream as well! lol a wonderful horror story.. maybe the weather reali makes u having vivid dreams. lol
Just realised...
Just realised this arvo... when sally complained to me that i din approve her comment... that i actually turned on moderation of comments on this blog without myself realising wat does it do...
so for quite some months, if i dun approve comments, they won't show up...
sori if there r actually still ppl reading this.. and for those who commented.. sori i din mean to block ur comments...
*sweat*
i am reali not that blog literate...
anyway.. moderation of comments is off now^^
in case i forgot how to check them again.. lol
