Almost Human

(have already recorded this on my chinese blog but just want to say a bit more...)
a little while ago there was once i listened to Masha's CD in the car and found him very very annoying.
everything just became not right.

gosh the voice was so irritating.
sick and tired of all the songs.
such a horrid looking ojisan. (believe or not i never really found Masha really good looking. Fell for the character prof galileo first, then the lyrics and the meaningful things he said in the magazine interviews... then liked his songs, then liked his face... 囧)

just had enough. it was probably time for the 7 year itch, about time for it to end.
i switched him off, took the CD out, and listened to something else.

to be quite honest i even had a 7 yr itch thing with God during internship yr so this is hardly surprising.
its just these not too frequent moments of ill-founded malice usually catch me off guard and make me very uncomfortable.
whats wrong with me????

so~ you dears with children... if i in the future ever endeavour to enthuse your flesh and blood:
*aunty YN coming to bring you gorgeous little ones to the Melb Show~~*
think thrice before handing them over. (or at least double check first whether or not i've got a coroners case lined up)
seriously if this is what i can feel and think and say to the star i've literally idealised for the last 6 years(and someone I've always called role model/inspiration), God knows what i am capable of saying to defenseless little ones entrusted to my care~~~ -__-||||

anyways Masha's new album rescued me from myself. lol
there is this really touching song... with translation I've linked here.
but thats not it... the new album is titled "Human".
and he's used his own MRIB as its CD cover.
(*Angel! Angel! can you read the film for me and tell me if his brain has any special bits????* :D)

everytime just looking at the CD cover makes me wanting to sniffle more than a little.
over the years I think he just gets better with conveying meaningful messages with simplicity.
all the superficiality and embellishments and fake niceness torn down more and more.

end of the day, i think my ill-founded anger and malice even towards Masha... just shows I am very human.
and admitting to it and venting it all out, make me feel better.

so yeh, now waiting for Human to be released so I can buy it and play it day in and day out in the car. :D

normally when i am stressed out i put Keshin on replay to destress...
but i do want to be a bit considerate to long suffering friends and not put you through another run of bikini-clad ladies wearing rabbit headgear and dancing next to a squatting toilet (yes the summary itself is disturbing enough...)
when I make a resolve to admit to my anger and malice in more open and appropriate ways, I think i actually much more prefer some TLC from Hotaru...