watching Sugimura's stories I invariably end up curling up in a ball a bit. He fortunately is usually on during my pre-exam periods so my curling-up-into-a-ballness conveniently goes unnocticed. This time though, i managed to localise the problem by ep 3, I should be pleased with myself.
It's not an easy job, but I hope i can learn whatever I need from his sharp insights about human toxicity without taking on his overwhelming sense of helplessness.
*nod*
anyways, the paintings currently hanging in Sleeping Lotus are:
La Tour's The Cheat with the Ace of Clubs
William Blake's The red Dragon and the Woman clothed with the Sun
There is a line by Sugimura in ep 6 which almost startled me:
If you want to live life as a decent human being, then you won't be able to bear such heavy burdens. One day you will want to tell the truth. A lie always gets exposed, and a human can never be so strong to hold onto it. No matter what kind of Peter you are, Jesus always turns and looks straight at you. That is why we are not able to tolerate lies. Maybe some people don't sense Jesus next to them, and some others don't think they need Jesus at all--those people are probably in a true sense--fearless.
Amazed that such words can appear in a secular drama/book.
on a side note, i am all over the place these days with exam prep. professional knowledge poor, and too conscious of my speech all the time hence not going too well. work is intense too. i really wonder where i will be in a month time.
Given how things are going these days i seriously don't know, and probably am speculating much less, which is a good thing.
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Overcome the monsters, slowly but surely!
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