The "囧"ness of life

recently 囧is the most fashionable word in chinese culture.
wat does it mean? well just imagine this character to be a face, and think about in what circumstances ppl would show such a face... :D

well first list a few of the very 囧things I did in the past wk:
IVs on monday... forgot to release the tourniquet and keeps on trying to clean away the blood. in the end the old lady released the tourniquet herself. and then i was freaked out thinking she will die of a clot. went on medtrak the next day to see if shes still in hospital... nope she was not. relieved but still 囧...

told by intern to call pediatric ward... not only i dun know the switchboard number... i also had broca's atrophy and dun remember the word "switch"... more 囧

friday morning woke up at 430 for no reason... felt so tired and angry at self for waking up so early so turned off my alarm and decided to sleep thru the day. drifted bk to semi consciousness but suddenly heard someone calling out my name in my delusion... jumped up and realised its 515... 囧.... definitely cant sleep after that so in the end actually made it to 6oclock ward round... 囧.......

friday nite after leaving kat's party for some reason took the lift and went into the wrong car park. wen i realised its not right the door behind me wat locked and couldn't get myself out of that dark deserted carpark... 囧... called dora in distress, then dora and jeremy came to my rescue and got me out... 呜呜呜~ this is indeed very 囧...

and the most 囧 thing is: i used to laugh at my dad for listening to fob brainless chinese radio station wenever hes driving. and these days i listen to it all the time wenever i drive... and i reali enjoy it... 囧


anyways these days busy and tired and inadequate... some days reali felt 2 Cor 12:9 was the only real thing to me. O....O but actually felt less negative and more focused in God so yeh will keep trusting His strength and work in me. :D

talking abt 囧ness it reminds me of one very 囧 thing i saw a long time ago. Once in SH i was shopping with a friend, we stopped at a jewellery stall and spotted a metallic cross pendant with a black plaque in the middle. looked very nice but wen we scrutinised closely... we saw 2 shiny characters inscribed on the plaque...
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the inscription read: F4.

yep thats it for now... next wk 囧 episode 2...