Crazy Song

Got my blood test result back.... all clear... very joyous...for some reason just felt like spending money, so after getting off tram got heaps of breadtop home to share with mum....... just to discover that she is cooking heaps 2nite.... *sigh* lol
more amazing about yth grp.... just learnt yesterday that the program was changed from a Revelation study to a speaker.... which in my opinion definitely could be more SEEKER-friendly.... ^0^ will keep on praying! ^0^
and last clinical placement.... the very last patient we saw.. has bipolar disorder( aka maniac depression) who refused to see a psychiatrist or a psychologist.
very successful ceo of a company... travelled around the world... even went to shanghai and took the bullet train, and he also went on and on about his house and the apartment he bought...
and when the doctor asked him when can you slow down and take care of urself? He went: the day i die. sori this is just my personality doc.. i can't slow down...
then he went on about how he is actually in control... holding himself 2gether... using buddhist philosophy, which gave him a very holistic healthy mind... while us...... the spectators of the room just felt like we r watching a show..... and the person is so pathetic that he din know how sad he is...
the question still is: what can we do about him?
nothing..... the doctor said.. since we can't convince him, and he is still doing what he is doing, we can only leave him like that.... just give him some anxiolytic.... and have our fingers crossed that he won't go bankrupt or that we won't get any suicide notice.......
how many ppl in this world are like him? motivated, gd in career, successful.. yet so miserable? and more disturbing how many of us are going down this path?
and what can we do about them?
which we prob need to spend a whole life learning about.
God bless and take care everyone.

7 comments:

Anonymous 7:54 PM  

I'm heading that way YN. - Q

yi wei 10:52 PM  

hmm...i think i might be heading that way as well... =P oh well, God will keep me from that way....

y is this post titled "crazy song"? i understand the crazy part(probably)...but not the song...

Unknown 6:38 PM  

PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD!

Actually I'll praise God in all circumstances anyway~ well, we *should*.

Maybe I *should* praise God even though things are not going my way.

SS 11:01 AM  

Hey congrats congrats on lymph node!! Have you worked out which one it is yet? =p (if not, go to the Fiji School of Medicine website lol)

You said the businessman was miserable... but it seems that he doesn't think so? What is he doing that is so bad - is he miserable if he doesn't think that he's miserable?

FLuFFy_BuG 1:43 PM  

i'm with u yq... headed that way too... i don't know what's going on... how come i have the capacity to upset ppl like i do... yet i maintain that i'm always doing my best, and think i'm doing what God wants me to do... why it is that i have to feel like the burden of the world is on my shoulders when i know full well that the Lord is in control...

this is one of those times when i s'pose all needs to be surrendered to God, i'll end up exasperated and stuck in deathly emptiness otherwise... it's a hole of my own creation, into which i hope God will reach and pull me out... i don't want to pull others in with me... i should jus shut myself away and, errm... oh well...

yeh, i think the doctor's quite right in some ways, there's very little we can do for ppl like in this situation... the one thing that u can do tho, jus try not to worsen the pain by falling into the hole with him...

SS 7:12 PM  

Oh well, as long as you're doing what God wants, you should be free from all other worries and concerns eh? You ought to rejoice, for Nehemiah 8:10 says,

'The joy of the LORD is your strength.'

Anonymous 7:27 PM  

hey yn!
glad u could come to youth again! we missed you! glad that you could bring your friend. yeh. the speaker wasn't "seeker" friendly. but he was AWESOME was he not? hope ur friend enjoyed it and learnt something from it anyway. we will be having further outreaches to come. keep an eye out for that!!!
glad that u figured out nothing is wrong and ur LN are back to normal. yeh i am still in pain around my ear and neck area. one sided only... *Sigh*. going to specialist next tuesday. hopefully kno wot's wrong by then. anyway... cya saturday!

~ ling

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