WORRYLESS

in the computer lab b4 pbl...... can't find any robbins and forgot to bring the one i had at home...... so decided to just write a post.
checked my mail and read the deep touching 32kb email by jia jia...... got very very touched, by her thankfulness, her joy and also the wonderful grp of 'US'...... almost in such a pessimistic way... that such happiness, such closeness, such friendship that we all shared are so rare and precious and that it won't last long...
but even though we r going our separate ways.... and things will never be the same again, we still have the memory of the 2.5 yrs of fun and joy, and its a period of time we can look back and never regret yeh?
i still remember sometime last wk, when the grp of us who normally have to be scattered in seating b/c we r too big a grp.... actually managed to find seats that r 2gether in 3 rows...
while seating there... seeing jeremy, kevin and hc harrassing bei on the left..... dora taking foto with her beloved camera in front..,. andrew and ken sharing their sweet joke of 2 behind, and ff munching on her fav pickle and pork bun on my rite... that moment i was just so overwhelmed by a sense of security and happiness....
i love the word "worryless", because none of us can live in this world worryless....
because we can let the joys and laughters, albeit on small things.... take over the imperfection, the disappointments, the anxiety, the worries we had, and the joys went on to infest the rest of US.
i think, even in the years to come, when life will pressurise us more and more...
i will still be able to remember the stupid things we did, and our classic line----
DON'T WORRY.