Strangeness

2day going to life witness course again! and Carrie is going with me this time, and we r going to hav dina in box hill. YaY!
2nd blog post of the day... lol now something else that has been on my mind and still feeling confused..
About telling people that i am a Christian... i guess for me no matter who i meet by the time we talked for 10mins they would definitely have known... But what happens when people ask me: So how did u become a Christian?
Tie in with Sally's marriage analogy... of course u tell people yes i am married... but what about when people ask u so tell me ur love story with ur husband?
yesterday had a very long msn convo with someone i met on the wedding... and 20 min into the convo he was asking: so how did u become a Christian?
For some reason i was feeling very strange about it... although i readily told him the whole story i can almost sense a reluctance deep down...
He was a Christian, and friend of some of my close friends, so why did i feel so reluctant? And when i thought about it afterwards, more strange is that:
i know that ONLY IF HE IS A NON CHRISTIAN... AND ASKED THAT QUESTION... I WOULD HAVE BEEN SO READY TO INITIATE A FULL ESSAY TO ANSWER IT.
Now why was that? i am still very confused.
Thinking it over.... i dun think i even told sally the detailed story of how i become a Christian, or asked for her story either....
Am i being too secretive about how i come to love God? then how come most of my non-Christian friends would prob have heard me talking about it over and over?
strange... still very strange..

Hebrews 6:4

Hebrews 6:4 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost...
Forgive me if I am taking this out of context a bit... but just reading the John Wesley commentary for that verse last nite and was going..... WOW.. so well written! ^0^
in the commentary it says: Enlightened, tasted, and partaker, the 3 words indeed have an order. As every baby born would see the light first, and then taste his/her nourishments, and then as they grow, can partake of the things of this world.
Likewise a Christian will be born and grow in the same natural sequence. The moment we 1st believed God and accepted Jesus salvation... is like seeing our 1st light... to a different and much better world of full glory. Then as we grow... we taste our nourishments... 1st milk, then solid food(which also ties in closely with Hebrews 5:12-14 ^^)... as we grow more... we learn to partake more and more of the things "of the world to come".
Just thought the analogy is soo.. smart! and subtle. i really wouldn't have picked it up were it not for the commentary. Praise the Lord!

more pancake... kangaroo, and the house for God

2day southland was packed with consumers.... pancake alone we sold at least 160 within 5 hrs... pure madness.... ppl can prob swim in the oil we used up 2day.......lol was a bit impatient with customers again at work 2day.... >_<....... *stupid me*
But before work.... was just sitting outside aus geographic and admiring the window.... when a little boy rushed towards the shop in excitement..... his target being the inflatable kangaroo at the door..so the next 5 min he grab hold of the kangaroo and started dancing with it.... and i was like.... so adorable!!! too bad i dun have my camera.....
and after he left i was like.... hey the kangaroo is reali cute.... i want one too.... ^0^
Read a little booklet 2day on bus, about inviting God over to our heart which is like a house..... Very simple but awesome truth. ^0^ Good to revise on some of the 1st joy and love we had the moment we 1st believed.

Food

Thanx for all ur comments!! truly appreciated them. ^^
Haha.... yes i am back.... after 2 days of 10 hr working.... LOL... but working wasn't reali challenging... just have to be careful with the money. and had great food... every day i got to work at 10... one hr later we have lunch.. which is often yummy fob food... and we even hav those canto soups...^0^ then during 3-4 i hav a one hour break.... and can grab food from the hotbar but today i went to KFC and got the 3 chicken wings for 1.95.... so nice... if the deal is still on after uni starts i will get them everyday for lunch..hahaha...
around 5 we have dinner... more fob food... usually fried udon or rice noodles... and around 8 we have supper... yesterday had pork and thousand yr egg congee... today the ppl working at jesters brought over left over pies in exchange for left over sushis... And i had an apple and custard pie... Soooooooooooo nice!!!
2day also felt like coffee so got a mocha chilla from wendys..... which tastes so foul thats not funny...... it tastes a bit like coffee but SOUR..... The whole thing in short felt like some industrial acidic concoction... Should have just spent 50c extra and get a frappucino from starbucks downstairs.... *sigh*
And forgot to mention about the wedding banquet. *grin grin* yup it was at nine darling street in South Yarra... very posh place.... i couldn't resist to take a pic of the toilet... Sat next to seong that nite so talked with him for a while... and found out that he is doing ams in an Aboriginal community in NT..... and i was like WOWing for at least 10 mins....
and the food... yes... the entree was nice and so was the desert.. which is tiramirsu(did i spell that rite?) and the main..... hehehe.... its called fish fillet with thai crust in coconut and lime jam.... well the crust..... looked green.. but that wasn't the point... i tried a bit and before i knew.... i got attacked by a mouthful odour of coriander that i almost threw up everything.. (if u don't know... i loath the smell and taste of coriander with a passion)
but i still kept my etiquette for the sake of the banquet.. so i scraped off all the crust... and sat there eating a bland piece of fish for the rest of the main... drowning any linguering scent down with lemonades... i guess i have only myself to blame cos everyone else prob thought it a great delicacy.... and dislike of coriander is not really a very usual thing.....
But the nite was reali good!!! the place had a dance floor and bride and groom did a slow dance together..... with a bubbling machine blowing bubbles out to fill the whole dance floor...... So sweet!!!
just a light hearted post to provide some comic relief... ^^

A joyful break + patience issue

my student is moving house 2day.... so found out with quite a bit of excitement that he doesn't want tutoring 2nite...
managed even to squeeze some time and did some immuno... forgot everything abt the 6 pages of innate after 2 wks desertion... so had to go bk and start over again....LOL When i am full-on chilling out at home its seems almost absurd that i can find time to read med.... but once i got full-on busy and then suddenly got sth cancelled.... time felt like a bonus. and i felt there r so much i can do in this time!
and yup... even hav time to come online though i said i wont... rite choice. saw Wendy who just came bk from Shanghai.. after 2 months not catching up... *sob sob* and had a great time chatting. *grin grin*
blog 2day concerning work and some of my thoughts related...
as u know jap takeaways always sell this jap vegetable pancake thats pan fried(soaked in quite a bit of oil i tell u)...Well 2day this lady came up to me and asked me wat oil is the pancake fried in? took me a while to understood her question, and i thought she was a vegetarian so i told it is indeed veg oil..
then she went on trying to tell me the reason she asked was because she's on a diet... (someone on a diet wanting to eat an oil soaked pancake.. and still asking me whether its veg oil??)
my expression at that time was pretty much: 'if u r on a diet go home and chew on ur celery'... and 'stop yupping on when i have 10 more customers to serve....' Got very mean spirited indeed.....*sigh*
that just took my thoughts back to medicine... When i operate under pressure...... and when icm's political correctness no longer have an effect on me..... and when i see a patient in consulation who try to pour out some ludicrous grievances while i hav a line of patients waiting who i know i can be of more help too.... will i be impatient and get mean like i did with the pancake lady?
I can almost imagine myself facing an angry disruptive old guy in hospital.. with the kind of look that wil say: If u don't like hospital treatments then go home and die and give the bed to someone who needs it more.
i reali don't know... how does patience work when there is a difference in importance involved.... but i believe as time goes by... God will put more wisdom in my heart about how can i deal with it..... and He will train up my patience too.
I wil continue ask Him about that... and any of u hav thoughts plz share. ^^

time off msn

for the next wk.... wil say gdbye to msn probably.... if anything interesting i wil keep everyone updated and amused on the blog yeh?
much easier and less time consuming...lol
bye for now

Random observations

On the bus 2day...drove pass plc and red rooster..... and stared in horror at the signs..... some weirdo took away the s and the t. so now it becomes 'red rooter'........ *sigh* and this grp of ppl on the bus got all excited for some reason about that...
parents r watching this trashy chinese series.... about this actress who has lots of probs... and the songs sound so cheaply romantic that they almost become sickening..... *sigh*
will be so busy working next wk..... *sigh* but i guess i am still very content about having a job... working environment friendly.. and being able to earn so i can pay for all the various things i need... ^0^ just hope i won't be so tired that i mistaken a 50 dollar note for a 10 dollar note... and the customer mite come and scratch all over my face.....
and still playing with my little dinosaurs... put them in a circle so they r all chatting to each other now... ^0^
and youth group starting next wk......i am secretary, care grp leader... and also in my madness agreed to help out with games... i will prob be too busy to even think about how busy i am by next wk... i was sitting in my room yesterday on the brink of an anxiety attack... but i then thought... although b4 i didn't know i hav a care grp and its almost extra burden.. but this is prob one of things i am not confident about, but definitely something i reali reali want to do with the gift God has given to me. so there i go. Wats the prob reali?

More on Eaglewood Dust

Saw Jill on the net yesterday. As soon as she saw Eaglewood Dust on my msn name... she was like: hum.. u still obsessed about Slamdunk? and I was like '??? huh???' then she was like... eaglewood..... hum the sound is the same but the words slightly different. and i was like more '???? huh???'
Then she explained to me: Eagle is 'ying', wood is 'mu'... and 'ying mu' is the chinese name of the Slamdunk main character Hanamichi Sakuragi. And i was like WOW........ i didn't even realise that myself. Ingenius!
but yeh..... i didn't think that far or complicated.. eaglewood is a type of chinese plant used for incense.... so eaglewood is really 沉香...
Something very inspiring i read today in God's Treasury of Virtues:

God's Heroes
To fill a little space because God wills it; to go on cheerfully with the petty round of little duties, little avocations; to accept unmurmuringly a low position; to be misunderstood, misrepresented, maligned, without complaint, to smile for the joys of others when the heart is aching; to banish all ambition, all pride, and all restlessness, in a single regard to our Savior's work; he who does this is a greater hero than he who for one hour storms a beach, or for one day rushes onward undaunted in the flaming front of shot and shell. His works will follow him. He may be no hero to the world, but he is one of God's heroes.
-F.W. Faber
Cheers,

Faith

Been a while since I posted some wonderful extracts from God's Treasury of Virtues which i want to share with u. The topic I am reading through these days... is faithfulness. ^0^
by Dwight L. Moody: I believe in a faith that you can see; a living, working faith that prompts to action. Faith without works is like a man putting all his money into the foundation of a house; and works without faith is like building a house on sand without any foundation.
You often hear people say:"The root of the matter is in him."What would you say if I had a garden and nothing but roots in it?"
by V.Raymond Edman:
FAITH lifts its hand up through
the threatening clouds,
lays hold of Him who has
all power in heaven and
on earth.
FAITH makes the uplook good,
the outlook bright,
the inlook favorable,
and the future glorious

Faith revives us... for the worldly hope is the wish to an uncertain good,which is built upon unstable grounds... but the hope of a living God comforts and lifts us up in all distresses and difficulties.
^0^

bits of life

Haven't reali updated for a while... woke up sunday at 7:45am.. and was busy literally for the whole day... then slept at 1:20am Monday morning... but lots of things got done.. and lots of issues were sorted out... ^0^ Praise the Lord!
Tiff's bday was wonderfully celebrated... gave me some ideas how i should celebrate my 21st too this year.. *grin grin* eg. the seesaw game... hahaha...
Found a little bag of erasers... which I bought in china when i was 8... 4 little cute dinosaurs of different colours.. there is a little fat green one that is the CUTEST! Awww......
will have to work heaps this week... but still hopefully i can post a bit more now. cos prob i won't reali hav a chance to do so when uni starts...... even future holidays may be occupied by other things... will reali appreciate this opportunity now when i hav it. ^0^

Patients we can kill

for some reason these days watever i read seem to be somewhat related to the stuff sally puts up on her blog... bible verses, and this time... manga as well......LOL maybe there is reali this special attachment btw us... awww...... *hearts flying around*
haha.. enough of disturbing jokes... but yup.. reading a manga called Team Medical Dragon. For someone who doesn't reali watch ER ... manga is prob a gd source to obtain some amateur medical knowledge... ^0^
to think medical research is a cruel competitive world... well hospital is pretty the same... and probably even more cruel in sometimes doctors delibrately kill patients...
in chap 2 of TMD... titled "patients we can kill", the main character Dr Asada arrives at the cardiacsurgery department of his new employer, a uni medical centre... to discover a emergency patient arriving from another hospital. On his way to the operation theatre to watch the head surgeon performing the operation... an intern explained to him this hospital sends them the patient last minute to earn insurance pnts... and pretty much just want to leave the patient to die in a medical centre with the proper facilities... so as long as doctors follow the correct procedure... the patient is literally 'a patient we can kill' and it is insignificant how much effort the doctor wishes to put in such an operation...
the head surgeon... after judging it to be a cardiac tamponade.. drained the blood and let the blood pressure fall... and literally waited for the patient's heart to stop beating after all "correct procedures"... then he said:
THE OPERATION WAS A SUCCESS, BUT THE PATIENT DIDN'T MAKE IT...
The story may be exaggerated... and dramatised.. but this i am so sure is the universal excuse surgeons use when there is an operation failure... And the failure of modern medicine is reali here... not in the curative properties of medicine and surgery.. but the human heart..
And not only surgeons... how many gps and specialists actually make an effort to know and solve the prob of the patient... especially here, when everyone is so scared of lawsuits... and heavy tax... but we must realise the money we will make, is different to everyone else... it is actually based on human lives...
someone who hav lumbar disc prolapse was sentenced to hav her condition worsening till the day she dies... while soon after she went china.. was told by doctors there is of course a cure for it..
to think china is stil the old school medical system that doesn't promote patient centredness... and may hav heaps of foulplay going on inside a hospital... then wat does it leave us? a so called patient centred medical system???
we r so patient centred that we only know how to fear for our own lawsuits... and we don't even care about giving the patient an adequate treatment that can cure him/her...
Patient centred... is it reali reduced to offering last minute comforts and pieces of tissue??? while a treatment is actually available to save the person from the death?
well our story has a good ending... with Dr Asada intervening after judging the situation to be more than tamponade... and giving cardiac massage to revive the patient.. then continued.... a successful operation.. the patient saved...
post-operation... a worn asada emerging from the operation theatre to face an angry vice-head of the centre, who accused him of overriding the head surgeon's decision... which would result in a big commotion... And Asada replied:
'If u can't let it slide... then go back in there and kill the patient again. '
Just treat this post as an aftermath of my anime/manga obsession....^^

The beautiful love and patience

mite take sally's grumpy idea and put up a grumpy post so i can get lots of grumpy comments from grumpy ppl......LOL sori just kidding....
holiday just make me very sleepy.... yesterday slept for 8 hrs at nite...and then had a quality 2 hr nap in the afternoon. Maybe my body is trying to fuel up to prepare me for next sem... *shudder*... so how come my brain doesn't hav this automated function that can prepare me for next sem intelluctually? LOL
bought a dig cam on sunday.... 300ish.. very cheap sony cybershot 4.1... haha.. reali just for convenience. so all the bdays and wedding and events i can take gd foto and keep... take bad foto and delete.... and i won't hav to shock ppl with the big bright flash from my mum's piece of 1980s antique....
watched too much sherlock these days.. now keep on putting my finger in front of my lips in that sherlockian pose....subconsciously....
received an email back from the lady in charge of our kids church... understanding as usual about my absence this saturday for the kids church meeting... I remember me myself starting teaching at kids church completely not sure how to teach kids and just grabbed myself in stage fright.. mumbling away at something no kids can understand..yet she never said anything... just kept on encouraging me... giving me more responsibilities gradually...
i remember this year once in kids church 2 boys misbehaved so much that even one of the teachers got frightened... she wasn't angry or annoyed, then her own daughter who was sitting in at kids church went to her crying... saying her eyes hurt alot... her anxiety wan't on her face... she went searching for her husband... after settled the kids under control..., while she is still worried about her daughter.. a little girl broke down crying in the middle of a teaching session saying she can't understand eng and wants to find her mummy whose in the main service... she wasn't frustrated... or panicking. Organised 2 teachers to look after the girl.. she drew the attention of the class back to lessons until the service finished...
i reali don't remember seeing her angry or annoyed for even once... even for the numerous times when i can't keep my commitments at kids church... she is always understanding...
Patience may be her nature.... but how did she acquire it? genetics? environment? i am sure an environment like kids church is prob the most hectic and noisy area of the church that is not reali producing peace...
A close walk with God... and the willingness to work hard, to struggle for this patience and peace... and the faith that keep her going in one struggle, one crisis after another...
And the love... the love in her heart for the kids and also for the teachers... When u love someone to an extent of wanting their attention and commitment..... u love them very much... But when u love them to the extent that when they hav commitment clashes btw u and something else... they would feel comfortable enough to compromise the one with you.... knowing ur love allow them to do that... u love them even more....
thats the God-send unconditional love.... and i can see God's perfection reflected on her... such love motivates us wanting to serve better at kids church. She is leaving this year for another church.. but the valuable lessons she has taught me just by herself as a person during the 2 yrs...i will never forget...
And we teachers all depend on God's strength and mercy to bear the responsiblities and keep the kids church running this year... Can we ever hav this same love in our service?
my prayer to our Lord this year is to let Him shape me more into someone with such love and patience in her heart....that even distresses.... cannot remove my peace.
Amen.

Dream

Just back from church and for some strange reason feel like posting again... i talk way too much when i am in my own company... haha...
On the topic of dreams... this morning woke up from an absurd one... ppl i know r cosplaying Judge Bao tv series!!! but when i am about to see who is playing Judge Bao, I woke up... and i was kicking myself for waking up so early that i didn't get to see who i know can be Judge Bao... *sigh* sometimes i reali think i should discipline myself from spending too much time on my obsessions.
Pastor talked about tsunami... and we made donations again. Lord you are the one who inspired our compassion. The people who lost home and their loved ones need the material support... but they also need spiritual solace... That is one thing we need to reflect on in the new year.
James 4:14-15 What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead you ought to say: If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that.
Downloading and listening to the OST of Dae Jang Geum, a Korean series i watched during exam period...... LOL no wonder i did so bad... hahahaha... not reali. ^^ But that reali was a brilliant series... about a girl in ancient Korean palace who was 1st a master cook and then a master doctor.. Since then my greatest dream has been to become a good doctor as well as a good cook. ^0^ Just listening to the music brings all the memories and highlights of the series back... getting very touched all over again. ^^

The amazing things of life

Yesterday was out dinnering with friends and then looked at my phone.. 1 sms and 1 missed call... missed call from Yi Qiu...ran her back and she was like: Just to tell u Sherlock Holmes is on abc now... then check the sms... from dave... and he was like : just to tell u Sherlock Holmes is on at 8:30... I was very touched... very touched indeed... YQ and Dave... u guys reali feel like older bro and sis to me... who even bother to remember and pay attention to a younger sis's silly obsessions... *sob sob*
More amazing thing 2day: the student i've started to tutor added me on his msn and we started talking.... and then I found out that he is a Catholic.... and Moreover.. he was the cousin of a guy in our church.. and he used to come to ECC box hill! We managed to talk about God, and faith. And yup... so great to hav another brother in Christ! And so good that i wouldn't just be wishing him good luck, but can also tell him "God bless!"
cheers

On the Da Vinci Code....

I had wanted to talk about da vinci for ages.... Now finally decided to put it up my blog.
But firstly a bit about my life in the past 2 days or so.... caught up with old friends sherlock and watson... haven't seen them in a while since exam... start to miss them heaps... but yup... watched some sherlock vcds... and had a great time with them. *eyes full of affection... and everyone else just got freaked out and ran away*
Had reali quality prayer time for the past 2 days... prayer has been poor for the past week or so... reali bad... but since yesterday when i actually got down to my knees and said: God, I want to have this time talking to u!!! Prayer has just been such a great time, and 2day i can just feel my life is so enriched by the praying, and closeness with God. PTL!
And had quality med time 2... (although finally finishing 5 pages of innate immunity after 2 whole weeks is reali nothing to boast...haha) but when He blessed me with good time to do a bit med reading... I will thank Him.
Had a good msn talk with max. ^^ so many times we seem both busy and can hardly talk for long... but 2day we had reali quality time. Thanx so much Max for being this loving and funi sister in Christ. Love u heaps! ^0^
Well about Da Vinci... during this year when i visit bookshops i hav always realised that it is very popular. Then later in the year one of my friend in Shanghai recommended it to me saying its such a brilliant book. and i was like... rite...international success... So during the hols i decided to read it, after another recommendation from Kolin on his blog. ^^
And my opinion... it is a bad book. Not only from a Christian perspective, even treating it as a normal thriller the plot is hollow, the characters superficial, bad guy too obvious, and the cliff-hangers too bland and unintelluctual...
Now the question remains: why is it so popular? Why is it top of the best seller list? Why do so many people think it is such a good book? And why is da vinci way more popular than angels and demons while the latter is obviously a better book?
Of course having read angels and demons b4 da vinci can influence my opinion... since i mite be thinking its the same old trick again while if i read it 1st i mite be intrigued by the style of the puzzles.
So wat is in da vinci which we don't see that much in angels and demons? Popular sensationalism... I really cannot think of any other explanations.
And to think such cheap sensationalism can appeal to so big an international audience is indeed quite disturbing... even more disturbing is ppl actually believing the fiction as the truth.
Well me included i guess... i remember myself reading to the middle of the book.... and stared in horror for at least 5 mins wondering WAT IF all this is true???
I do not want to sound harsh on a public blog... but the popularity... is definitely Satan's work... I cannot tone that comment down or suggest something else less harsh.
But God's wisdom can help us to understand the absurdity of it.. and help us to stay close to the truth. 2 Corithians 2:11 in order that Satan might not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes.
Found so many good articles on Christianity Today about the Da Vinci code.... and one thing i reali find true: The untruth can never cover up the truth no matter how influential it gets.
And i am glad i hav read the book... now i know how much i need to pray for my friend in Shanghai... who never heard the gospel fully and who would just take the book as the absolute truth... and how many ppl there r in this world who r like her..
And we can pray... for our faith is not blind, its not based on a married man and his wife trying to gain political power. Our God is a God COMPLETELY worthy of our faith.
Those interested can visit this site for materials on the truth of Da Vinci Code:
http://www.christianitytoday.com/history/special/davincicode.html
(sori.. yn just too lazy to add a link....^^)
To Kolin: if u r still checking my boring blog now and then.. and see this... i hope u r not offended by any of the things i say. Any comment or disagreement welcome... ^^

Under the Blue Sky

Yesterday decide to get lots of things over and done with... then slept early, today feel like energy is being regained, and its quite a relief that i don't have hyperthyroidism... (better change my msn picture as well so i won't be showing my exophthalmos...hahaha)
Checking out tv series fotos of a new Judge Bao(包青天) series. The most depressing thing being the guy playing 包青天 completely doesn't have the 包青天 feel... so tragic!!! just looks like some non-descript guy with his face painted all black... well the guy playing 展昭 (包青天's martial art sidekick) is much better...in fact he is my favourite Chinese actor...*sigh* but the prob is that the script is so crap.. and 展昭's personality got all distorted that he became a brainless retard...... *sobbing...*
Getting back to what i was planning to talk about.. LOL for ppl who do not know the story of Judge Bao...He is a famous Chinese magistrate in the Song dynasty who seeked justice for all ppl... in later folk tales He became a famous detective as well as the embodiment of justice. And Blue Sky(青天), in Chinese terms also means justice as from Deity...
ok ok enough of all the primary school text book talks..... ^^ just when people talk about the blue sky... it always reminds me of the Lord. People in ancient China do not know the existence of God, they just have a vague idea...of someone up there in the sky who is all just and merciful... But they think the sky is so far away... when suffering and injustice came... they doubt anyone living in an upper world would be bothered to save them. Therefore they implant all the good wishes about a blue sky on certain people... (ie Judge Bao)
But human effort is limited... and out of the 5000 yrs of chinese history... there is only one Judge Bao....
Just to say how blessed we are... We know the Lord, we know He cares, He loves, He even sacrificed His son for us... He is not a cold deity who sits high above and has no sympathy for us mere mortals... He became a human and knew our weaknesses. He is just, but He is also a loving God. Count our blessings!^0^

A song

Thanx to everyone who commented... *grin* and thanx to sally who grumbled over my page.... *sigh* haha...
well been busy since friday. ^^ work and also out with friends. Life has gotten a bit unreflective when u have to rush for things. Especially since these days i suffer from chronic fatigue and won't stay up for the very early morning quietness... *sigh*...Keep on having absolutely absurd nightmares... must blame it on the weather. ^^
just 2day when i was standing beside the washing machine i sudden felt like singing... "He will come and save you"... so often we tend to sing this song in trials... but even when our lives are in peace.. we must remember that we are so poor and weak without His salvation.

He will come and save you

Say to those who are fearful hearted,
“Do not be afraid,”
The Lord Your God is strong, and with His mighty arms,
When you call on His name, He will come and save.

Say to those who are broken hearted,
“Do not lose your faith,”
The Lord Your God is strong, and with His loving arms,
When you call on His name, He will come and save.

He will come and save You,
He will come and save You,
Say to the weary one, “Your God will surely come,”
He will come and save You.

He will come and save You,
He will come and save You,
Lift up your eyes to Him, you will arise again,
He will come and save You.

So yeh... had a wonderful time singing.... beside the washing machine... ^0^

2day's thoughts

Planning to post 2day....but then saw a good post on Sally's blog, and wrote a long comment... and now cbs writting my own blog...LOL Well plz visit Sally's blog for my thoughts 2day. ^0^ (Don't worry she didn't pay me advertisement fee....) LOL

i will bring You more than a song...

written an awfully long post but then my computer decide to take a holiday on new year and didn't save. *sobbbbbbbbbb*
But yeh.. went to mt dang with friends yesterday... count down from top of the mountain...looking at melbourne in a magnificent sea of light... awesome.... ^0^
2day went to see phantom of the opera with sally, dave and yi qiu. ^0^ Very good movie.. although a bit disappointed that the movie doesn't have more murdering elements like in the original novel.. *sinister grin*
Anyway... looking back to the year that has passed. Just thinking... uni has probably been the happinest and the most fulfilled 2 yrs of my life up to now... In high school used to be so self absorbed about myself, and when i've found the joy to care and think for others... it is already Yr 12 and didn't reali have that much time to make things rite...
Although there has been heaps of challenges, distresses, and painful moments during this year, the joy reali has been with me. Especially during those times when i feel so sad... He puts a song in my heart.
Like what irene told me... lets welcome 2005, which will be full of challenges, and meanwhile our joy in Him will grow deeper and deeper!