Today went online to search for a music... one day i was shopping at Dusk, and heard this music, sounded so beautiful......
But the reason why i think its so beautiful......is not only the music itself, but that i heard it before....(at the time i thought i heard it in a Chinese TV series.....) Was quite surprised cos its a reali 'Chinese' story,and they used Western music as a theme music??? But yeh, the music was so beautiful that i thought it actually was a great combination....... so i stayed in the shop until the music stopped... bringing back from memory all the scene in the tv series....
i have been longing for the music since feb... 2day thought i had some time so decided to go online to look for it..... after 2 hrs of surfing........found the theme music for the tv series...
BUT when i listened..... it actually wasn't the music I heard in Dusk.... *sob* my memory must hav been quite faulty....
And the thing is... if the music isn't actually from the series, if the music is without the context of the story, but just some relaxation music... would i have thought it was so beautiful in the 1st place?
That just reminds me of life.... many times we want things..... or relationship... longing so desperately for it... but when we got it.... we realise it is nothing like wat we have imagined... or watever we got after a long wait, is nothing like wat it starts off.....
then won't life be sweeter and more pleasant, if we just surrender all to the Lord, not say we want this or that, but see everything as a gift always?
Lord bless us with a willingness to surrender.... ^^
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Posted by
YN
Friday, March 25, 2005
1 comments:
yes...many things that we desire and chase after when we don't have them eventually leave us still unsatisfied when we have obtained them....coz along the way of pursuit, the thing changes...or the person with whom we do have some kind of relationship changes....or we have some sort of expectations that if we get something, that something would give us some kind of pleasure and joy in life...yet, ending up finding that it doesn't affect us in the way we expected it to....
definitely we have to surrender everything to the Lord...we surrender even our desires to Him...for many of our desires are actually not in line with God's will for our life...therefore, we need to take time to wait for God's answer in regard to what we desire after...
God still delights us in asking Him for things...for when we stop asking Him for things...that's when we stop to depend on Him...coz He wants to provide us with good things...that we may have joy in life..
God heaps upon us so many gifts that we can never stop thanking Him for what He has given us...there are gifts that God gives to us whether we ask Him or not(eg. water, food, air, sunshine, etc)....and there are things that God will only give to us when we ask for them...and this is quite crucial in the building of our faith in Him...to know that God hears us and answers us in ways beyond our comprehension is a major encouragement for many to continue to seek wholeheartedly after Him...
(ok...i think i'm really brain dead now...having not enough sleep for a few days in camp...if wat i said don't make sense....just ignore it.. =) )
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